She doesn’t believe she’s beautiful. If you told her she’d laugh. She doesn’t believe she smart enough. She scares herself. She’s scared she will go back into her old habits, back to him. He treats her bad. He cheated on her. Told her she was worthless then used her repeatedly to his enjoyment. He makes her feel bad, mostly about herself. Then when he needs her he tells her what she wants to hear. He ruined her. She no longer believes she worth any mans time. She doesn’t know what a man is since he ruined all her perceptions. He’s trapped her. She can no longer move on in her life because she is constantly reminded that she will never do better than him.
She is beautiful. The way her laughter can fill a room. Her smile though she hates it is genuine and warm. She’s smart. Her mind, so beautiful, unique, and creative it remains constant. She is smart. She knows what she wants in life though her imperfections constantly distract her from fulfilling her happiness. I know she wants to feel it. She is worthy. She is worthy. And she knows, that though the journey will be tough with the constant reminder of her past, she will continue to fight for what she believes in. She is a fighter.